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14 years ago
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Info on prices and skillset there, as well as my best examples.
http://h1.ripway.com/ucnux/XuncuFla.....teV2/home.html
http://h1.ripway.com/ucnux/Flash%20.....uncu_flash.htm
really depressed again, because my only friends are online and all the girls I ever liked (in person) rejected me (online). still not over the last one from a few months ago. Tired and frustratred. afraid of being alone.
haven't done art for my own sake in ages, due to lack of motivation
art I have done--- for classes-- have not put up because I can't play the socializing game to make myself popular and get my art appreceated
no job, turning 26 next spring, still living with family-- want to move out, but have no idea where to go, or how to get 'there', es[pecially with no job and not that much money
I like the friends I have online, but it's not enough for me. I hate that I went through all of college and never made any real friends.
online friends, espcially the ones that barely actually know me (I prolly should have never gone onto facebook), the kind words.... donm't do much for me...
really low self-esteem
I feel terrible,. like a failure
haven't done art for my own sake in ages, due to lack of motivation
art I have done--- for classes-- have not put up because I can't play the socializing game to make myself popular and get my art appreceated
no job, turning 26 next spring, still living with family-- want to move out, but have no idea where to go, or how to get 'there', es[pecially with no job and not that much money
I like the friends I have online, but it's not enough for me. I hate that I went through all of college and never made any real friends.
online friends, espcially the ones that barely actually know me (I prolly should have never gone onto facebook), the kind words.... donm't do much for me...
really low self-esteem
I feel terrible,. like a failure
FA+

So the question is..what Can be done?
Because of that; I don't know either. I can't even separate what I want from what I need.
It's hard for me to even like myself somedays, let alone be able to figure out how to solve this problem..
Visit friends, visit those you met here [Visit us!! We miss you!] the point of the trip really is to get you out and to See things. Maybe even have a chance to clear your head a little, and focus.
The job, finding one, getting one, is step one to focus with and on. After that the sky is the limit. :)
I know..internet friendships don't provide Everything you need like in a real life face to face one..but i can say for absolute certain that for some people, they put in jut as much energy and devotion as if they were in a face to face one.
In short, while it would be so much better if we could hang out in person [you're really awesome to hang with!] I'll take what I can get...via the internet.
oh and any possible visits that might come our way ^________________^
don't feel too bad. I've been rejected by every female I've even talked to for the last 8 years.
how's your driving record? you might could get into trucking like me...
a good friend once told me that a slut will sleep with anyone
and a BITCH will sleep with anybody but YOU
>.<