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Beyond Stressed Out
14 years ago
Well with the holidays at hand and my mother's health deteriorating I find myself even more stressed out than usual.
Why you ask?
Well it would appear that the cancer has already grown back and is now attacking her windpipe making it increasingly difficult for her to breathe. Regardless of the mountains of pills I crush and give to her through her G-Tube. She told me last night that she could tell the difference in the amount of air she was able to inhale with each breath. As a result she is resting more and trying to make the most of the last few weeks she has on this Earth.
Adding to the stress is the fact that not only do I have to help get her house cleaned up so I can move in with my daughters, but I have to clean and pack my own home. Progress seems to be an inching thing, which is pissing me off to no end.
If I don't respond to you or comment don't be surprised. I only get about 20 minutes on my computer 3-4 times a week. Argh!!!
But such is life and death I suppose. Later.
Why you ask?
Well it would appear that the cancer has already grown back and is now attacking her windpipe making it increasingly difficult for her to breathe. Regardless of the mountains of pills I crush and give to her through her G-Tube. She told me last night that she could tell the difference in the amount of air she was able to inhale with each breath. As a result she is resting more and trying to make the most of the last few weeks she has on this Earth.
Adding to the stress is the fact that not only do I have to help get her house cleaned up so I can move in with my daughters, but I have to clean and pack my own home. Progress seems to be an inching thing, which is pissing me off to no end.
If I don't respond to you or comment don't be surprised. I only get about 20 minutes on my computer 3-4 times a week. Argh!!!
But such is life and death I suppose. Later.
If that doesn't work, I can always give you a bit of Versed. ;p