I don't know why, but I've been a bit creative lately. I've made 5 paracord bracelets; two for myself, two for my sister, and one for my cousin; and I've made three dice bags with a small portable sewing machine. And I have to make a paracord collar/necklace for my sister and maybe one for myself, plus I plan on making more dice bags. I just need more black paracord because apparently that's what everyone wants.

Plus I've been working on my super hero group, Atom City: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/AtomCity/ and have been making plots for that. I'd love to run a game of Mutants and Masterminds, but will stick with the group and the forum: http://forums.bakaneko-studios.com/ under BOS/Colmaton.

I'm usually playing the villains at those two places, as it's fun to be the bad guy.

Also, I feel like I'm at a small crossroads. I'm going to try and start cutting some of the stressers out of my life, mainly people who cause me stress and frustration. I'm not big on confrontation and tend to bottle a lot of feelings like anger, worry, grief, and frustration up inside. It could be why I get migraines. Sometimes when I get angry, I will spout back in anger while other times I will go quiet and retreat within myself.

I don't know, maybe this is why I don't consider myself to have someone who I consider a best friend. I do kind of prefer to be a hermit because that way I don't have to deal with someone letting me down or frustration I get from some people. I try to get along with most everyone, and it is possible to rub me the wrong way. This past couple weeks I've even considered having less to do with the furry fandom and moving on with my life.