Thanksgiving is the time of yer to give hanks for all the great things in your life. Looking back at the past year and half and the how drasticly my life has changed I have lots of people I have to be thankfull to have in my life. Without them I can honesly say I wouldnt be here today....You all know me as fun loving dragon that jokes around and has a good time. I wish I could say that I have always been like that but its not the case. If any of you meet me alittle over a year ago you wouldnt have know who I was...For a few years I was trying to figure out who and what I was. I wasent really comfortable with my sexuality and I was lurking on the edge of the furry fandom to scared to join and admit to myself what I was. I had a few friends in school but I couldnt talk to them about my problems because I was scared how they would react and that they would hate me and think i was a freak....I had a cold empty void my chest that ached constatly. I was depressed and I didnt care if I lived or died I tried to numb the pain by getting drunk or getting stoned. It didnt fill the void but I was able to forget about it for a while and feel happy even though I felt worse when I did sober up. but that just made me wanna do it more and more this went on for about a year. Nothing ever made me happy and all I saw in my future was more pain and loneiness. I detested life and the act of living was depressing. I wanted to die.....I there were a few times I did almost end it all. I was living my life waiting for it all to end intill about september of last year. I was depressed and I got shitface drunk I went outside sat in a chair in my driveway lit a cigeratte leaned back looking up at the moon with a knife pressed against my neck trying to think of a reason to not to end it. I sat there for a longtime waiting for a answer..... I decided I would live for one more year and on my birthday if things didnt get better I would finally end my life and end my pain. The a few days later I worked up the nerve to tentivly take my first step into the fandom by joining the bad dragon forums.That day is when everything changed for the better, I truely found myself, I met the love of my life and I met people who understood me and became my family.

A few days after I joined the forum I met another dragon by the name of Tem. He was the first person I meet in the fandom that I connected with and he became my first friend in a long time. He is a truely wonderfull friend and a great guy. He helped me take my first step into the fandom. He helped me get into the fandom and I can never put into words how much he helped me.

I also met my first mate fleshy about the sametime I meet Tem. He was a wonderfull mate and a great friend. Our relationship wasent very long but we left on good terms and we remained friends. Fleshy went to army basic training a few months ago I haven been able to talk to him for a while and I hope he is safe and happy.

Then the biggest change happened in my life I met Redfang the love of my life. I cant really put into words the feelings I have for red. He is the guiding light in my life leading me though the darkness. When I am with him I feel whole and complete and truely happy. I love him more then I can explain and I will love him intill the uiverse ends and a eternity after words. I feel safe in his arms and when I am with him I can forget about my past and look to my future feeling the joy of spendng it with him. I love you Red and nothing will everchange that.

Soon after I fell in love with Red he introduced me to another important person in my life a wonderfull little foxy by the name of shini. Shini is a sweet foxy and a wonderfull friend who I love very much even if I tease him feircly. Shini is family to me and I glad to have meet someone like shini and overjoyed to be able to have him in my family. I love him and I will always be there if he needs me.

Soon after meeting shini I was introduced to another important person in my life a fun loving wolf by the name of Kaza. Kaza is a great friend who I can joke around with and is nearly as pervy as I am. He is truely wonderfull caring guy who I can make dirty jokes with and share funny stories with. I am lucky to have meet him and I love kaza very much and he is family to me and I will alway be there for him.

Shini and Kaza are some of the closest people I have to family I love them both very much I would do anything for them.<3

Scion and Zeric are two other bros that I have they are two great friends and I am happy for them being togther and I wish them many happy fullfilling years togther. They are amazing friends and even better bros.

Mauro is another bro that I met this year he is great friend and a great magic player. I had alot of fun talking to him and paling around with him. He is a great bro and I wish him many happy years.

Another great bro I have is Tobi even though I dont get to talk to him as often as I would like to but it dosent make him anyless important in my life. He great friend and you wont find anyone else like him in the world.

There are also many people that I have meet recently or came back in contact with there is my bro nekari and his mate preston to wonderfull friends.
Lenny the nerd a great guy and a better friend. You dont find many people as caring as him in the world.
My big cuddly dragon bro atamaru he is a big cuddle bug and a awesome bro.
There is also my friend Zek he is a great friend to me a Red and he is a great friend and a wondrfull guy.

All these people are like family to me and I love them all very much and I can honestly say
Iwouldnt be here if it wasent for them, I love you all and I would be lost with out you. Rawr<3

and sorry for any spelling and grammer errors it is late and I am tired.

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