So, this wasn't a very good weekend. We'll just say.. Bad social interactions. And of course, once again, I start blaming myself.. The same demons, I'm ugly, I'm a bad person, blah blah blah.. you know the drill by now.

I lost 3 friends, one being a pet. It was the pet that made me realize something.

So, when the relationship with the pet broke, I kinda felt like.. It was a waste of my time to have cared about him so long.. It gets old to keep feeling my heart getting broken by people who just are really selfish and only care about themselves, their favored "species" or whomever they want to fuck at the current moment... But fuck-all, I care about people, and it's not going to change. And yeah, it means more heartbreak and BS, from shallow furs.. cause... well.. furs are shallow. But, i'll keep on caring about people.. cause it's who I am.

And hey, for every lameo who leaves my life, it opens up a new chance for someone who might see me as someone special.

And posting this isn't drama.. Neither one of these people look at my FA, MAYBE one of them will read this. One is a fox who has his eyes more set on a raptor.. the second Just wants dragons and huskies, and the third.. well.. love is more than just a word. Your actions show your love much more than regurgitating the word will.