After the last couple o' parties I've been to (and the last week or so drinking alone in my home because I'm bored) I came to the realization that a) I'm wasting money I simply do NOT have in booze and b) I no longer have a good time drinking. Barely crawling out of my depression, booze drags me back down and I've spent the last, I dunno, 8 or 7 times I've gone out to drink (with friends, at clubs, my birthday, etc) moping and being all around pathetic (and not in a "drunkard" way, I barely get tipsy. It's just that after 2 beers my brain resets into a shitty mood). So as an experiment, I am going to spend December booze-free and won't taste a single drop until new year's eve.
As a sidenote, I dyed my mohawk red. Also, my lack of a haircutting/shaving machine is rapidly turning it into a fauxhawk, and my beard and sideburns are going out of control.