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Poem #3
14 years ago
Why am I sitting here with nothing to do?
I'm writing this poem to open to all of you.
My mind is numb and I am bored,
I can't think of what to do, and nothing to afford.
To buy and use because I'm broke,
And I am too bored and it's not a joke.
I feel bored enough to just lie in bed,
And not do anything, my interests have fled.
I don't know what my mind craves,
Not drawing, reading, or playing videogames.
Not browse the web, not watch tv, or a movie
So I am sitting here with nothing to do or anywhere to be.
I wanna cry because I feel unloved and worthless,
But I know it takes time to find a mate and much stress.
But I can't handle it all,
I feel like I am gonna just fall.
Collapse of the stress in life and cry,
And feel like I want to die.
My mind is numb so it would be mentally painless,
But the pain I would cause adds to the stress.
So I still sit here with nothing on my mind,
Nothing to do and nothing to find.
Do any of you have any recommendations?
I am struggling to do something with intentions.
I'm writing this poem to open to all of you.
My mind is numb and I am bored,
I can't think of what to do, and nothing to afford.
To buy and use because I'm broke,
And I am too bored and it's not a joke.
I feel bored enough to just lie in bed,
And not do anything, my interests have fled.
I don't know what my mind craves,
Not drawing, reading, or playing videogames.
Not browse the web, not watch tv, or a movie
So I am sitting here with nothing to do or anywhere to be.
I wanna cry because I feel unloved and worthless,
But I know it takes time to find a mate and much stress.
But I can't handle it all,
I feel like I am gonna just fall.
Collapse of the stress in life and cry,
And feel like I want to die.
My mind is numb so it would be mentally painless,
But the pain I would cause adds to the stress.
So I still sit here with nothing on my mind,
Nothing to do and nothing to find.
Do any of you have any recommendations?
I am struggling to do something with intentions.
no-one is worthless. im kinda fond of you as well!
I can't stand it anymore but I dont wanna be gone.
I don't wanna die,
I dont wanna lie,
I don't wanna leave,
I don't wanna be weaved.
Through this life,
I am depressed with a knife.
By my side everyday,
thinking about cutting that I'll say.
I dont see why it's so bad,
it takes my mind off of me being sad.
Btw, I really know how you feel atm. I am going through a situation that is a bit similar, we are both unsure how to go on, don't know what we should do to end this situaion we are currently in and we feel just numb, our minds so blank, you simply want to sit somewhere and hope the situation to end.
If you want to talk, just note me, since we are in a similar situation, we can maybe think of something to sort this out.