commissioners please read
14 years ago
General
so, some of you may know that I'm pretty much selling everything I own that people might be interested in... and though its pretty much entirely my fault I'm in this financial trouble, I'm trying my best to get out of it.
to make a long story short... its not really that short, but it could be a HELLUVA lot longer[including why I blacklisted myself from ebay because I'm a whore for rare collectables]
commissions may be put on a delay for a long time, if my current things for sale fail to sell. I don't know when, but soon my internet/phone/cable will likely be cut because we can't afford to pay it... mum is still waiting on her clothing to sell [one thing sold so far, excelent feedback too which was a real confidence booster for mum] dad, as always, is spending all of his money on pokemon cards and gambling, his two obsessions [i'm not kidding, he has an obnoxiously large collection of pokemon cards that he treats betterr than me and mum, hah] and considering he's the only one working with a stable job, we have to go to him to 'borrow' money for bills [even though we all live in the same house] this has caused a bunch of arguments lately... I try to hide it and keep it to myself most of the time, but its really pushing me over into the 'breakdown' state, its depressing seeing my family having to be like this and not being able to help. I have to somehow make £300 before I leave to see vai for christmas, and then RIGHT after christmas I need to pull another £250 out of the air...
selling that fursuit head I have for sale, and my magic cards would get me about £340, I can pay last and this months rent, and give a refund I owe, and have 40 left over to use to post things that I miscalculated postage for.
I'm working on pulling down all the references I need from commissions, just incase, however its likely I wont get much done because I /need/ to be getting constant feedback from people while i'm drawing to spur me on to finish things x.x [which is why I stream so much]
anyway, i've rambled enough, I should try and sleep
to make a long story short... its not really that short, but it could be a HELLUVA lot longer[including why I blacklisted myself from ebay because I'm a whore for rare collectables]
commissions may be put on a delay for a long time, if my current things for sale fail to sell. I don't know when, but soon my internet/phone/cable will likely be cut because we can't afford to pay it... mum is still waiting on her clothing to sell [one thing sold so far, excelent feedback too which was a real confidence booster for mum] dad, as always, is spending all of his money on pokemon cards and gambling, his two obsessions [i'm not kidding, he has an obnoxiously large collection of pokemon cards that he treats betterr than me and mum, hah] and considering he's the only one working with a stable job, we have to go to him to 'borrow' money for bills [even though we all live in the same house] this has caused a bunch of arguments lately... I try to hide it and keep it to myself most of the time, but its really pushing me over into the 'breakdown' state, its depressing seeing my family having to be like this and not being able to help. I have to somehow make £300 before I leave to see vai for christmas, and then RIGHT after christmas I need to pull another £250 out of the air...
selling that fursuit head I have for sale, and my magic cards would get me about £340, I can pay last and this months rent, and give a refund I owe, and have 40 left over to use to post things that I miscalculated postage for.
I'm working on pulling down all the references I need from commissions, just incase, however its likely I wont get much done because I /need/ to be getting constant feedback from people while i'm drawing to spur me on to finish things x.x [which is why I stream so much]
anyway, i've rambled enough, I should try and sleep
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I totally wish I could help, you know I would :<
ONE DAY... you will live in a house with me, Iks and Vai... and not have to worry about these things.
You have my best wishes, Sani. Please take care for us