Over the weekend my grandmother ended up in the hospital and now needs major surgery if she wants to live. But my grandma doesn't want to go threw with it because of the pain she would be in afterwards. I'm stuck in the middle of this whole situation. I want whats best for her.....I want her to live forever....but I dont wanna see her in any pain. I really dont know what to do right now and I haven't been myself. This is why all my commissions and updates will be held back until things get better.

Also knowing that this might be the last birthday as a whole family....its really killing me inside....to know I get something when she's suffering...

For my birthday.....I just want her to live...