I really felt great about how life was going for me. still kinda do..but now i got this big piece of information to chew on...i live in wilmington because i moved here after college to move in with parents, and just stayed because of the job market...and now my mom ( for reasons i cannot disclose) may end up moving if things go badly..and that means my choices are slim if it goes that way. we may stay here, but i may end up moving to a different state, unless i move out before then..my time period is pretty short on this..i wanted to move out by next year anyway..but now its come too, or else...i really dont wanna leave. i have friends again, and places to visit..for gods sake i finally have a life.

i will survive whatever happens...but i do have a preference of a sequence of events..i really wanna stay in NC. I hope i can figure something out...

also, im not gonna try for animazement since i may need that kinda money for moving out.