I feel so bad and sad, I made a promise to  michel-89angelus that I will meet him at Italy where he live at Christmas, but my dad just have to change of plan :( that he will send me next year to Germany after that Italy -*-....but I don't know when. I felt so bad I didn't do my promised as I said to him.......Why is always happen like this....I slowly hate my dad, he always ruin everything *tears* Why bad thing always happen with both of us.....