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14 years ago
Sorry about all the rage journals lately. feel free to ignore them but I need SOME way to fucking vent, even if it's to myself.
Alright so they apparently WON'T FUCKING STOP! The solution to making your kid less miserable and finally start listening to you again isn't just sticking with the one (PERMANENT...yes, they said it was routine now for as long as I lived with them!(The unplugging thing)) permanent punishment you began with OH NO! It's actually piling on more and more punishments till the kid goes criminally insane from misery and either goes out and does stuff s/he shouldn't or until they want to kill themselves cuz they are hating their life even more than they did BEFORE the punishments. (before anyone flips out I'm NOT suicidal, I'm just saying some kids might be by this point in my situation).
So last nights addition? it's no longer midnight but 11:30. OH JOY! BUT WAIT! THERE'S MORE!!! Call now and they'll take away your cell phone at the same time (also making it so you cant charge it overnight >.<) so you can't text anyone either, and also by extension making your 'bedtime' which you've had all year now 30 minutes earlier! But we're not finished yet! If you don't get off everything BEFORE 11:30 then guess what? YOU'RE FUCKED! That's right, meaning you have even LESS time than they actually advertise!
I seriously fucking hate my parents. I really do. they think adding on punishment after punishment after punishment will make things better. IT. FUCKING. WON'T!
And for those who know ginger ale supposedly helps you feel better when sick...last night I actually threw up, and was feeling kinda sick. I went to get some ginger ale "Oh FUCK no you're having milk!"
-.- cuz that'll totally help me feel better when sick.
Again sorry about the rants. Even my fucking rage journal (which they FINALLY made me start after the initial unplugging accident(and by made I mean they finally pushed me over the edge)) isn't helping me feel better.
Alright so they apparently WON'T FUCKING STOP! The solution to making your kid less miserable and finally start listening to you again isn't just sticking with the one (PERMANENT...yes, they said it was routine now for as long as I lived with them!(The unplugging thing)) permanent punishment you began with OH NO! It's actually piling on more and more punishments till the kid goes criminally insane from misery and either goes out and does stuff s/he shouldn't or until they want to kill themselves cuz they are hating their life even more than they did BEFORE the punishments. (before anyone flips out I'm NOT suicidal, I'm just saying some kids might be by this point in my situation).
So last nights addition? it's no longer midnight but 11:30. OH JOY! BUT WAIT! THERE'S MORE!!! Call now and they'll take away your cell phone at the same time (also making it so you cant charge it overnight >.<) so you can't text anyone either, and also by extension making your 'bedtime' which you've had all year now 30 minutes earlier! But we're not finished yet! If you don't get off everything BEFORE 11:30 then guess what? YOU'RE FUCKED! That's right, meaning you have even LESS time than they actually advertise!
I seriously fucking hate my parents. I really do. they think adding on punishment after punishment after punishment will make things better. IT. FUCKING. WON'T!
And for those who know ginger ale supposedly helps you feel better when sick...last night I actually threw up, and was feeling kinda sick. I went to get some ginger ale "Oh FUCK no you're having milk!"
-.- cuz that'll totally help me feel better when sick.
Again sorry about the rants. Even my fucking rage journal (which they FINALLY made me start after the initial unplugging accident(and by made I mean they finally pushed me over the edge)) isn't helping me feel better.
I'm not saying do it, but at that point I would be the kind of person to go passive aggressive back at them and just not do anything all day while sitting in the living room, eventually hoping they would be creeped out by you staring at a wall o.o; Or something similarly odd.