Needless to say, I'm a little dissapointed.

Like, in the club Im in at school. Its an "Electronic Music Club" not just a "Electronic Club Music Club" FFFFF, standing around and watching teh guy that started the group DJ.

I was told I'd learn some things but so far all I was mixing, crossfading and blending tracks to bleed together to make one long ass song for dance clubs and junk, stuff with VD...J, that, and some equipment that if I got my paws on I could be doing this same stuff in a week. Though I wouldnt be using the same vocal-less beat over and over, I'd be mixing, and if I had the turn tables I'd be using them as well, and taking vocal samples and stuff.

But the thing is, that's not just me, I DONT take already makes songs and smush them together to make ONE really long one, I just dont, I could, but I dont. I guess that's why you cant call me a TRUE DJ, Im a Composer, I make songs and beats from scratch and off the top of my head.

I guess that's why I wont be famous though, because no one will ever really listen to things I make, or, for that same matter, like the songs I make, and music will never really be more than just a hobby instead of gaining me popularity. But I guess in all, it is just a hobby, its something I enjoy... or.. love to do, I LOVE music, and I suppose that's all I can do, I cant ask music to love me back, I cant expect to get famous or popular, or get paid for doing this, Im just plain not good enough, but it doesnt matter.