I'm going to say it now. If I was ever bother to any of you. Any of my dearest friends. I'm so sorry...
Lately I couldn't ever pick myself up and be stable. I haven't been stable for the longest... Its all been very rough for me. Oh so very rough. I dunno what I could do with my life.

If you been around the incident in PAFU that involves my misbehavior, I am genuinely apoplectic towards that moment in my life. It was all misguided... I been having rough times in my life. I have such a problem, hiding my feelings. But I'll have to let this public now.

I'm sorry for everyone I hurt. I really am. I just wish I could be forgiven... (You know who you are.)