A week before Christmas and my brother wrecks my car because he hit a damn deer! I could truly cry right now. I mean insurance should cover it but there is the deductible and just the stress. I already had trouble with the door and it idling funny that I was going to call the repair guy tomorrow but felt like being nice and letting my bro go see his boyfriend.

I feel so... depressed? Home life in general (living with my brother and aunt) sucks and its draining me. Its affected everything and part of my trouble with getting any art done. =( I've started Christmas gifts for friends because I don't have money for anything else but I need to get to commissions so I can make something. Its really hard to draw when you want to bash your head against the wall.

I need to get to and do commissions.. I have to.