I don't need to tell you how much I hate my main job. It's not exactly a secret. But today, I reached my breaking point. If I don't step it up and find a better paying job than Captel (and Target combined, really), then this job is going to kill me, one way or the other. I had a call today that was so bad I felt I would be better off dead than to be on it. Yeah. That's the point I've reached.

I don't want a lot of messages asking if I'm okay. I'm fine now. I left after that call was done. I didn't do anything that would get me fired, so that's fine. But the stress of the job has tweaked my sanity a bit, and I don't think it's going to be doing me any good to be there anymore. I haven't put my 2 weeks in, and I won't be quitting until I get another job for sure, but this is it. It's time, now more than ever.

Gonna be multitasking at board gaming today updating my resume I think. There's light at the end of this hell of a tunnel, but being there really makes me lose sight of that. I know other jobs are a lot worse than this, but in the end it doesn't make a damn bit of difference to me if I think being at Captel is going to be the end of me. There's a company out there that needs me, and it sure as hell isn't Captel.

Do not worry about me too much though. Now that I've come to this point, I don't think there's a chance of me doing anything I will regret anymore. My days at Captel are soon to be numbered, and that will be for the better.