ok so for my school, today we got the report cards. im such an idiot. i got 3 f's. and two of which were NOT right. i shouldnt have even gotten f's. i did all my homework for one of those classes but she said i dont work hard enough on them. then, the other class, is just horrid. My teacher doesnt grade fairly.

anyways, i just got of the phone with my mom about these grades and now i feel like an idiot. im so stupid! why can't i be smart? WHY? just for once in my life, i want at least all a's and b's. but no. that will never happen because im a stupid, idiot girl who cant work on ANYTHING i dont understand the work so, when i dont, i dont do it, which results in zeros. now i feel bad because i cant be the perfect, normal, smart, daughter my mom wants. no, im a girl who draws hidious art, never does her work, and wants to dress up in a fursuit.

im gonna go cry to death now.