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Musings at 0230
14 years ago
Must you do that? Really? I've no say in the matter...?
I haven't been sleeping.
Not very well anyways.
So I went for a walk.
It is terribly quiet close to 3am.
It's time when all that are good sleep and those that are up to no good are awake and plotting.
Is that the category I fall under? Am I up to now good?
That is the question I pondered among many others during my night time walk.
It was silent save for the jingling of my keys and chain. The night sky was oddly light for the time of morning.
So I pondered things, many of which were fleeting thoughts. Some of which were ideas that have stuck with me. I am in a creative funk, I have been for a while. It's sad that there are so many Ideas and thoughts rolling around in my head and I have no way to express them fully...
I realized during my walk several things.
I am stifled, yet I don't know how.
I am an outsider still.
I will never change who I am, I can never change that core of my being.
It's rather odd musing at 0230.
Everything is rather odd at that hour
~A
Not very well anyways.
So I went for a walk.
It is terribly quiet close to 3am.
It's time when all that are good sleep and those that are up to no good are awake and plotting.
Is that the category I fall under? Am I up to now good?
That is the question I pondered among many others during my night time walk.
It was silent save for the jingling of my keys and chain. The night sky was oddly light for the time of morning.
So I pondered things, many of which were fleeting thoughts. Some of which were ideas that have stuck with me. I am in a creative funk, I have been for a while. It's sad that there are so many Ideas and thoughts rolling around in my head and I have no way to express them fully...
I realized during my walk several things.
I am stifled, yet I don't know how.
I am an outsider still.
I will never change who I am, I can never change that core of my being.
It's rather odd musing at 0230.
Everything is rather odd at that hour
~A
There is no good or evil.only differences in thought. Only the insane do things they know are evil. And I don't believe you are insane, you just currently have a different outlook on things then you used to. That happens in the depths of night.