Hello Everyone,

It has been forever since I posted a journal or anything really other than comments. I really haven't had the time nor the motivation too lately. Not that a lot of people read the journals people post anymore. So, I sort of assume that very few people that watch me will even read it. But, at least someone will and I want to wish them and every a happy and safe Holiday season.

I have been reading some journals where people post their holiday wish lists. I thought I would do the same. I know some of them won't come true just because I want them to. But it would be amazing if they did.

1. For everyone to have a happy and safe holiday.
2. For everyone to at least give a call to friends and loved ones, or even better spend time with them.
3. Make a donation to your favorite charity, no matter the amount. Every little bit goes to what you deem is a worthy cause. Even some old coats or just donating food can do amazing things for a family in need.
4. If you can't do #3, donate some time to a local soup kitchen or other local charity. They can use all the volunteers they can get, especially in these hard economic times. And I think all of us can give at least half an hour to an hour of our time for a good cause.
5. Try to be a good person to everyone you see. If they are mean to you, just smile and still try to be polite. They are probably stressed from the commercialism of Christmas.
6. The economy to get better and have a way for people to have jobs.
7. The fortune 500 donate a few million dollars to their government to at least make it so that either the US government get out of debt or at least so that social services can still afford to keep going. Though in exchange, they would require more watchful employees to make sure that the system won't get abused again.
8. I wish that Americans will finally fight to have their freedoms restored.
9. That every country and nation that has suffered will get back on their feet again.
10. That every person, no matter their sexual orientation, race, creed, gender, etc. will all be equal in the eyes of the law and the eyes of every person. You do not have to like everyone's differences or opinions, but at least don't do harm to others.
11. That women stop having a large family of children that they can't afford to support. If you have the money to raise them yourself, go ahead by all means. But when you can't afford to have what you have an you are on assistance, stop it!
12. That religious people and even athiests would actually think about what their religion (or lack thereof) says. And that they don't force feed their opinions down other's throats.

Now, for some selfish ones:

1. That my boyfriend Portzebie gets everything he ever hopes for in life. I want him to be happy and feel like he is the wonderful person that he is. And I want him to feel like he is loved because he is by all his friends and fans. I love him too.
2. That my uncle can finally eat solid food again. He has a feeding tube because he was diagnosed with stage 2 esophagus cancer. He has received cancer treatment, so far though he still can't eat.
3. That my uncle survives cancer.
4. That my family actually has some good luck, either by health or money wise so that they can have a lot less stress.
5. That all my friend's are happy and healthy.

And those are my wishes.

I don't want nor do I deserve really anything material. I mean there are material things I would like but there are much more important things than my stupid material wants.

Happy Holidays!