It's annoying you know? The fact that Christmas time is here again and I am on my own, and jealously feel spite for all those with lots of love in there life, really I should just be happy for everyone else livin it up. But i can't help feel a little down. I mean it was nice to see my family for a couple hours last Sunday. But I can't help but look back and remember how much this holy time used to mean to me. Oh well I suppose its a just a part of growing old. Thank god for booze, happy holidays y'all!