Ollies outie - leaving the fandom
13 years ago
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wow that's a terrible title
But, long story short is you won't see me on here I don't think. I'm not doing a ragequit or anything, nothing's happened to cause this. Is just kinda decided that I want to move onto greater endeavors, I want to draw people and landscapes and stuff... I've just had enough furries and animals to last a lifetime, I guess.
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I'm actually trying to distance myself from the title of 'furry' right now, but I had a really great time while I was in this fandom! Thank you so much to all of the people who talked to me, thanks even more to those who were my friends, and the greatest of thanks to those who stuck around. I really really do appreciate it, I wouldn't've gotten as far as I have with my art without you and the people here. You are all a beautiful inspiration, with your acceptance, tolerance, and above all caring attitude.
Bless you all. c:
Again, THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH, I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU IN A CREEPY AND UNCALLED FOR MANNER <3
If anyone needs to reach me, or wants to follow my treacherous and sad journey through art, I'm here:
http://birdshavenoarms.tumblr.com/
http://birdshavenoarms.tumblr.com/
http://birdshavenoarms.tumblr.com/
But again, I really am TRYING VERY HARD to leave furry behind. It's hard.
But, long story short is you won't see me on here I don't think. I'm not doing a ragequit or anything, nothing's happened to cause this. Is just kinda decided that I want to move onto greater endeavors, I want to draw people and landscapes and stuff... I've just had enough furries and animals to last a lifetime, I guess.
Copypasta from profile:
I'm actually trying to distance myself from the title of 'furry' right now, but I had a really great time while I was in this fandom! Thank you so much to all of the people who talked to me, thanks even more to those who were my friends, and the greatest of thanks to those who stuck around. I really really do appreciate it, I wouldn't've gotten as far as I have with my art without you and the people here. You are all a beautiful inspiration, with your acceptance, tolerance, and above all caring attitude.
Bless you all. c:
Again, THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH, I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU IN A CREEPY AND UNCALLED FOR MANNER <3
If anyone needs to reach me, or wants to follow my treacherous and sad journey through art, I'm here:
http://birdshavenoarms.tumblr.com/
http://birdshavenoarms.tumblr.com/
http://birdshavenoarms.tumblr.com/
But again, I really am TRYING VERY HARD to leave furry behind. It's hard.
EMBRACE YOUR FURRY
EMBRACE IT
NOW
GUNGE.
I wish you all te luck, have fun! :3
Aw thank you! c: I do hope so, haha!
I know you will do well no matter what kind of art you want to focus on <3
I will NEVER forget you and your amazing art!! <3
and I will miss you :T
that means a lot though, thank you very much!! c:
The snail on your tumblr is amazing!
Yes, snails are wonderful, that one is like a great big kitten to me ;w;
Thank you very much! c:
I just added you to tumblr so I can keep up with ya. Good luck, best wishes, and Merry Christmas to you and your family!
Thanks again, you too man! :D
You've got a lot of natural talent and the best way to cultivate that is to draw what you're interested in. Best of luck in the future. :3
aaa thanks! It's like, that's what I've been doing for a long time now, I just feel like it might be a good idea to expand what I'm interested in? I don't really know how to explain it, it's kinda like I'm JUST PLAIN SCARED of drawing landscapes and things. I'm SCARED of drawing from life, and drawing real people, and trying different styles. This one, huge flaw that I have had all through my life is that I am SCARED SHITLESS of screwing up - of doing a job badly, or never being able to do it right and make it look nice. So really, when I think about it, I'm also going to be getting over my fears??? Because that's really the only way I can draw things right - is to draw them wrong, then improve. Not avoid drawing them.
oh wow words. Best of luck to you too, man! :D
i guess i gotta open a tumblr now.
awwwwwwwww man!
I think I might flip the fuck out!
Thank you, I do hope it works out! C8
I hope you have a great time expanding on your talents. I've been working on expanding mine for the past couple years, and it feels weird at first, but it can be really fun. Landscapes, however, are the bane of my existence. :I
oh well i'm just butthurt
good luck trying to leave the fandom! XD
yeah I do not posses the ability to leave permanently, that I am sure :B
HERE, TAKE THIS
Take care, and I hope the best for ya wherever you go.
First off, you're the first or maybe one of the first people who I ever talked to on this website and I think the ultimate reason why I decided to stick around for as long as I have (and.. ultimately move here altogether WOOPS) It's been really cool watching your art develop over time and especially with how GOOD you've gotten I mean JESUS o____o
You're actually one of my favorite artists as well, and a huge stylistic influence/inspiration (SHH DON'T TELL ANYONE) and I look forward to seeing more stuff on yo tumblr, gurl <33 awesome having you here for this long~~
i know i sound retarded but gosh you got skills.
if i may ask though, why do you want to just drop the fandom and run? i know you'd like to pursue other endeavors but, why not drop in every once in a while? only asking, not arguing :)
love ya bro
look to everyone else I kinda tried to convince myself of some good motive like 'learning to draw other things' bullshit but I just don't wanna do that anymore
I pussied out because my girlfriend doesn't like furries. I deleted a whole shitload of stuff from many websites out of paranoia and I guess I thought that if I distance myself from this fandom as much ads I can I can be deemed normal or something and people won't think I'm fucking dumb
I can't even bring myself to say furries anymore I just say 'people who pretend to be animals on the internet' it's fucking depressing as shit and I feel like I'm betratying everyone that gave me the light of day on here by pretending I hve nothing to do with them
I'm really really sorry I jumped and I am honeslty really really surpised that people actually really looked up to my stuff??? like I've always thought everyone just said I was good to be polite shit I STILL DO. And what isn't helping is that on tumblr you never get any fucking comments on ANYTHING it just brings down your self-esteem SO HARD after being in a community as loving as this one
wow my spelling i AM Sitting in a really dumb position right now and I can't be bothered moving sorry ahahaha
you were always one of the bst people I knew on here, I want oyu to know that. You were always SO DAMN APPRECIATIVE of EVERYTHING I DREW. like if I drew you something you were just so fucking happy and that always made my day, hell even stuff that I didn't draw specifically for you if you thought it was neat you'd tell the hell out of that shit it was just so kind and i CAN'T THANK YOU Enough hahah shit this caps lock this keyboard is weirdf as hell
this wholole paragraph sounds dumbesp. with this grammar and everything omg but I really mean it
thank you c:
but now i'm almost 25 and i just don't like pretending to be something i am not. i'm not trying to tell you what to do i'm just giving you some insight <3
it's not really betrayal, you aren't hurting us or doing anything mean at all. the thing i would get really sad about is if you deleted your art or your FA. i'd be really sad if i couldn't see your art or say hi every one in a while.
if you feel like it's the best thing to do then i support you. i just don't want you to be abandoning a fandom that you enjoy and want to be a part of. we all support you regardless :)
i understand your points there for sure; for instance on DA before (when i had one) i got little to NO recognition or anything. i even did all this dumb gift art for people in hopes of being accepted or liked. but i got tired of that community (i hate it!) and left, found Furocity, then FA, but this site by far has been the best. sure there are some trolls and jerks but mostly everyone here is so supportive and non-judgemental.
LOL it's okay XD
oh gosh you don't even know how awesome you made me feel right now. like seriously. it's true though your art is amazing and i hope you always pursue it, like i said you will do great things.
i like to show appreciation for stuff drawn for me (and art in general), i know what its like to have your art and effort ignored and i hate for other people to feel that way. i just want you (and others as well) to know how awesome they are and to never ever give up. and you have always been one of my favorites too. just promise me you won't leave forever, yeah?
also did you happen to see this pic i drew : http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7285709
you're in there on the right side, i hope you like :)
don't trip on the grammar etc, i'm not doing so well at it either :P haha.
you are VERY welcome dude, and from the bottom of my heart, thank YOU.:)
Definitely not giving up on the art, don't worry! :,D It's the only thing I do, and I'm really proud of it most of the time tbh ergjijgj
I do that too, the trying to give people acknowledgement for their work, whenever I did on here people were so appreciative! c8 On Tumblr you don't have the comment stuff, just reblogs and I guess people don't want to make a huge deal about replying to comments especially if they get a lot,,
I did!! 8D It's so good, all that detail oh my GOD IT'S GREAT DGDH. Thank you for including Gunge! I keep imagining he's actually just a head, and the folk next to him is just sorta holding him after he kept wailing that he couldn't see for a while ahaha
I can't words at the moment pffff
and yeah totally feel you on that. i love FA, there's the trolls of course but other than that everyone here is so supportive :>
awww pfffffff gosh!! thank you so much!! and that... THAT is hilarious! omg i didn't even think of that but that is so epic XD XD XD
and you are so welcome c:
All that being said tho, if you feel the time has come to move on, then all the best to you in whatever you do. Go where your heart leads you and don't be afraid of making mistakes. You have a strong enough presence of personality that I'm sure you'll do well.
Qaplah!
And if anyone in your life doesn't liek that you draw animal people, that's not really--in my opinion--a good reason to give up something! They should respect you for who you are, man, and if they aren't comfortable with Disney-esque animals on two legs on pads of paper, tough cookies.
HOWEVER If you're simply tired of drawing it, that's totally fine. I hope you'll decide in time to share your people art on here ;-; even though FA's a furry site in name there's a lot of human, etc. artists on here too <3
And if not, that's fine too. Either way, keep on truckin'.
<333
AND WHY DIDN'T I TALK TO YOU MORE? GUH YOU'RE COOL AND I'M LAME FOR NOT TALKING TO YOU Dx