So me and my friends were deciding which person should be in charge of teaching everyone each subject. Because it's easier to read one subject intensely and teach everyone, then sit back and be taught about other ones by everyone else. There are Ruminant Medicine(Lab&Lect), Dog Cat Diseases(3-5), Aquatic medicine, Poultry Medicine, Small Animal Surgery, and lastly, Dog cat reproduction.

I was away for just one minute, and they decided on their own.

I walked in, everyone pointed at me and said "Reproduction!"

me : O_o wut?

Friend : You're the only one in the group that can talk about this subject in a scientific manner without be all naughty in the middle of the lessons!

Me : I'm not sure if that's true...

Friend : I'm sure it's true. It's decided.

Me : Okay....Oh well, I guess I can take that subject.





So today's lab was about male reproductive system. The Professors provided us some...fresh...specimen... of the male canine and feline on a few trays, fresh from the hospital. They have us palpated them, remember the feeling, the consistency, and the normal sizes and shapes.

...I can't help but wonder... what would it feel like to squeeze and pop them? They feel so...pop-able.
damn. I was so determined to not feel naughty in classes.

When we're done, they wanted us to dissect them.....I sliced it open in two right in the middle just to see what's inside. (It's different than when I did it in Anatomy class 2 years ago because this time, they're fresh, not fixed in Formalin. )

And I feel it again. The you-know-what feeling.

The funny thing is, I was able to hold back everything when they want us to examine the live specimen.........living dogs. I can perform physical examination of THE whole system thoroughly without being distracted by the thoughts. I did it like it's natural thing. It's what vets do and what I'll be doing routinely in the future.





Hahaha, so my friends are half-true then. I didn't tell them about my weird fetish of course.

Oh, and I took some pictures. :/
for education, of course.


This is why I don't allow anyone to touch my camera. I don't want to mentally scar anyone for life.


PS. Commission is still closed. I want to draw... I can't.... Must draw....Can't breath.... Let me breath for a moment....