The lack of creativity, the lack of inspiration, the lack of a good story to fill my pictures. ~ I have yet to be inspired as of late to put out enough effort into my work, or to actually think as of late. I have gotten lazy or tired. Especially with work, I have focused most of my effort on my work rather than my art... or life in general. Making sure my workplace is clean... or working efficiently... I dont know.. Its hard to figure out... Anyway ~ i will still be around for conversations or role plays... But I've grown tired of finding things online, finding rp partners, finding inspiration. I used to have the incredible urge to create, and now it has been tainted with games, lazy rp's and being tired... ~ I wish i could go back to when i was younger and just start... writing and continue writing. =\

However I may go back to drawing at some point... I just need sufficient prodding and poking... or urging... and wanting... I see no reason for me to draw right now =\ no purpose at the moment... But i will still be here ~ so yeah.