So sitting here all ready to go to work, feeling kinda down as all I have been doing the last few times i sleep is to have horribly bad dreams. Dreams should never make you wake up with tears coming down your cheeks and have your heart beating so fast and shaking with sadness or for being scared that the dream is real.

I believe dreams usually have some meaning to them. So i can only guess what might be next besides feeling like crying for a while. I really don't feel up to work today, that is for damn sure.

I wish i had a hug...