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Oh christmas.. everyones lying.
14 years ago
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NOT A SINGLE FUCK
so sick of this bullshit.
I spend HUNDREDS of dollars on my family. about 50-150 on each person depending on how close i am with them. I put on my cheery face, smile, laughs, try to be the best person i can be. try to stray from anything controversial that might arise just so i can get through the night.
but of course..
someone brought up the fact that i do not partake in christianity, Catholicism, or any subcategory of the above. Comes up EVERY fucking year.
YES. I PARTAKE IN TEH CHURCH OF SATAN.
NO. I DONT WORSHIP SATAN.
if youre not familiar with the REAL church of satan i suggest you research it.
so fucking all night i was called satan worshiper. was isolated and left by myself all night once that sprouted. so of course i exploded. started screaming at people losing my cool. had a few drinks in me which didnt help. ended up just throwing everyones gifts at them and said that they were all brainwashed into believing that a baby JEW was the son of their CHRISTIAN god. that he was actually born in april or march not december and that christians used the date december 25th to overlap other religions holidays. amongst a few other things i remember screaming:
merry fucking christmas from the satan worshiper and left.
which sucks.
because for the first time in oh.. 12 years? i actually asked for something for christmas which i knw i wont recieve now. guess ill buy it for myself.
so yeah. having a terrible christmas. just because i look the way i do, and because im not fucking christian im outcast. sick of it. its disgusting.
I spend HUNDREDS of dollars on my family. about 50-150 on each person depending on how close i am with them. I put on my cheery face, smile, laughs, try to be the best person i can be. try to stray from anything controversial that might arise just so i can get through the night.
but of course..
someone brought up the fact that i do not partake in christianity, Catholicism, or any subcategory of the above. Comes up EVERY fucking year.
YES. I PARTAKE IN TEH CHURCH OF SATAN.
NO. I DONT WORSHIP SATAN.
if youre not familiar with the REAL church of satan i suggest you research it.
so fucking all night i was called satan worshiper. was isolated and left by myself all night once that sprouted. so of course i exploded. started screaming at people losing my cool. had a few drinks in me which didnt help. ended up just throwing everyones gifts at them and said that they were all brainwashed into believing that a baby JEW was the son of their CHRISTIAN god. that he was actually born in april or march not december and that christians used the date december 25th to overlap other religions holidays. amongst a few other things i remember screaming:
merry fucking christmas from the satan worshiper and left.
which sucks.
because for the first time in oh.. 12 years? i actually asked for something for christmas which i knw i wont recieve now. guess ill buy it for myself.
so yeah. having a terrible christmas. just because i look the way i do, and because im not fucking christian im outcast. sick of it. its disgusting.
Never let anyone change who you are now unless its a good change, other then that, you sir is an awesome person and a very sweet guy, don't let any one say other wise about that.
i'm here, along with Oisiin, if you need a shoulder.
i understand how you feel sixx my dear, a couple of my friends and family are the same way, was exiled by they're own family, and i always invite them over to my house cuz we all understand accept all. and respect those who acknowledge each other's religions no matter who you worship.
arguing and being spiteful to each other just because you worship something different them someone else makes us all weary
this is happy times, sharing with family and well... just having fun.
chin up love, you are loved no matter what or who you worship ^_^
<3 Very Happy holidays hon. *hugs tight*