this...is insane! the doc has NO idea what this is..NOT A CLUE!! she pulled out a med book and was like no...no...no...no...maybe..no...

went and got a second doctor took photos, and then swabbed areas, shes baffled, they both are!. but at the same time are excited..like they just found gold or something...its weird..they are excited I'm fucking terrified cause they haven't a clue what it is!!.

I don't know if its good or not but the puss went from green, to yellow to now orange cause theres blood, usually blood means its getting better..USUALLY...

so I'm on trial meds..but my mom don't want to fucking help me pay for them. I see the docs again a week today and she wants results. IDFK how I'm going to do this, guah!!, also she said its good I'm keeping a picture log and journal on this, it may prove to help me alot. oh joy..this...ahhhhhhhhhhhhh I'm...annoyed -.-...

she said its unlikly to be Paget's disease of the breast, or mastitis, it looks like a bacterial infection, not sure what yet. but we'll see. sooo this cancer scare isn't clear yet theres still a possibility but she don't think that its a big one.