:/ This better not be about what I think it is.

If so.. seriously, man? I know it's stressful as hell but that shit is dangerous.

It don't think it's what you think it is because this isn't really that dangerous. I've just made promises that I can't keep.

Okay then. x_x I was worried you were cutting, man. That shit ain't cool.

Ain't dangerous either, if you know what you're doing. I don't really wanna hash this out here but I won't lie. It's a stress reliever and I like the side effects. I've had this habit a long time and I am as safe about it as a professional scarification person is about their art. Don't worry too much about me.

I care about you way too much to let you fall back into this.

I know how hard it can be, I almost gave in a couple weeks ago... But please, for the sake of everyone around you but ESPECIALLY yourself... You have to find that will to stop again. You only slipped up once, it's okay. Every addict has their relapses... But please, for the love of whatever you believe in, don't get back into this habit. It's hellish and the guilt will only get worse as you go on. It's a vicious cycle like no other.

I know sometimes the stress is unbelievable. I know the anxiety takes over your mind like a disease. I know the depression eats away at you... But I also know that underneath all that crap is one of the strongest and most beautiful souls I've ever had the privilege of knowing. Take care of yourself, because sometimes you're the only one who can. I know it's lonely and I know it's hard, but I'll always love you and care about you so much. It's times like these that make me really wish I lived closer to you.

<3

I feel like we are all that weak. At least, at some point or another.