Sitting in the dark, remembering the past.
I have friends who smoke, drink and take drugs. Well i have bad habits too. I sit an think of things ive done that have directly affected myself or others. Then chuckle to myself realising how characters are built. You see we all have our own pages in a big ol' book. The missing ones are worthless you cant recall them or even re-write them but you always remember the best page numbers.

People dont realise entirely what goes on in peoples lives, whats happened, whats going on. I go by day by day with a smile on my face because i dont want others to worry about me. I like to be there for others.

I post stati like this because sometimes i dont really have much to do with my time or is it a hand reaching out to the cracks of light that leak through my doorway? Sound emo? Its not really, its applying logical theory to my current situation. I ramble whats on my mind, those who care listen. They are that light. Others may see this as a little ramble with some quite cleverly thought out phrases slipped in to keep you all interested.

Either way im not that bothered what you think of me. I am myself as you are yourself. I have no just right to judge you but that means the same for you.

Finally, ive been in different crowds my whole life and im happy where i am now. To me, thats all that matters i suppose. I am a happy guy at least i think i am ^^ but that doesnt mean i cant get deep. Does it?