Amid the bullshit things are getting more and more frustrating for us, and especially for me. I've been through this motion so many times now, and I'm beginning to feel like I'm no longer just bleeding green, I'm bleeding red.

Today we were threatened to be taken to small claims court over this 5 year old garbage phone that I was given, pretty much paid for too. I'm just going to give it back, report it lost... Blah.

But the big bullshit is I found out to top off having to pay a huge deposit on a place, and having to pay first month's rent of essentially 600, now we're being expected to muster another 600 midway through the month. This is ridiculous, and we're already out the stupid nonrefundable deposit. If they had told us about this garbage I doubt we would have chosen the place. There's no negotiating it and I'm getting my hours cut back down again. REALLY getting sick of only being part time.

We hate doing the furry thing, but we need help. The phones are about to get shut off, we don't have food or gas money, and losing the phones will make getting new jobs impossible.