Of all days, the day of hearts has to be the one where my romantic isolation has to be the worst. During the con I had this chance to lessen that feeling, but for the sake of preventing future heartbreak I decided that to keep my rl celibacy policy.

Now I'm really feeling it, my upper mind is still pretty resolute. I've been though enough relationships that were forged a bit to hastily and have felt the crush afterwards. I think I've lost a few good friends because we moved too fast, but that's history now. Now I help but feel that urge, I just want to jump someone if I knew they were clean, and if I were sure they understood exactly what we are both after... just a bit of fun. Sadly most people invest far too much importance into relationships.. but that's for a rant later on.

Anyway, I'm lonely, at least I'll always have my cyber buddies.