I'm... conflicted. He's... never been there for me, but he's always been there the same sense. He's shown me pain, hatred, fear, and sorrow. He's proven he doesn't care but... in those simple words he said... He cares. I guess it's true, you can never understand it or explain it no matter how much you try, hearts are Unpredictable. We may profess to know the heart, but its essence is beyond our reach. The process of encoding hearts is incalculable. I was convinced that they would think and behave the way I had envisioned - -but I couldn't have been more wrong. A heart is so much more than any system. But I was too stubborn to accept it. It's always the same. I try to wrap my mind around things my heart already knows, only to fail.