why must I listen, voices screaming hearts beating the ground shaking, stop degrading this mind into nothing! I know I am worth nothing but I cant feel it why must I not be able to feel it that way, the way I am suppose to? Stop taking it right to my heart and soul and please come to your senses and beat me into nothing, beat me into the ground and I will be no more. nothing left, no blood, no agony, no thought. nothing inside me ever agian, no soul of filth inside a terrible shell. no place to stop and ponder my existance...gone gone gone...why why why...forever gone...