this a new year journal...

I don't care much holidays but a few year ago "new year" has become my favorite holiday~

i don't mind much about the end year parties-dinner or familiar meet (even i like ). there is something i think is most significant this date.. i think is the perfect moment to in what you did all year along, but most important what to do this next year.. more that just resolutions, i feel one can change there attitude enough to do real changes in a life stile
(i feel very deferent already haha..)

this turn it more personal~


i have more in mind what happen one year ago that what i did all pass year along...
I feel that I lose track of time and i lose some min, hours or almost all day and dont notice the day on which I am...
that time i feel i lose the track of some mouth, and some times im not sure if some things happen that year or one year ago...

i guess that year had no enough "important" things(and i not worry in remember )

so... for begin this year i don't think much in resolutions (even this can be one)

my attitude will a little...
most of the time when i draw something i feel forced some way.. and at the end i don't enjoy what i'm doing at all.
i think im skipping a very important thing and that all i did is all i can actually do (try a single new thing turns very hard)

mmm.. thats mean i will do more single doodles and simplest paint, dont force me to draw when i really no want...
i guess will not open commissions.

i will keep drawing ponies~
but i still remember my OC...

lets see what can i do in 2012~