Winterloss.
14 years ago
Every winter, since 2008 or even earlier, someone important to me has died. This winter, I thought we'd be okay because it was my uncle, a repeat offender child molester, this past November. I was wrong.
One of my very best friends lost her mother late last night. No one has any clue what happened. She was found early Thursday morning, unconscious and not breathing in bed by her fiance. She flatlined, was revived, and then died late that evening. She didn't regain consciousness at all through that, and was unable to breathe on her own. She was young, early 50s if memory serves.
She was another mother to me. She'll be sorely missed.
Please, cherish every life you find yourself to be part of. I know I sound scripted, but I'm on autopilot.
Jesus Christ, I feel like this is something I shouldn't be getting used to.
One of my very best friends lost her mother late last night. No one has any clue what happened. She was found early Thursday morning, unconscious and not breathing in bed by her fiance. She flatlined, was revived, and then died late that evening. She didn't regain consciousness at all through that, and was unable to breathe on her own. She was young, early 50s if memory serves.
She was another mother to me. She'll be sorely missed.
Please, cherish every life you find yourself to be part of. I know I sound scripted, but I'm on autopilot.
Jesus Christ, I feel like this is something I shouldn't be getting used to.
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And my next birthday is my fiftieth, so the possibility of something like that happening to me is becoming more and more real.