First try of the year =3
14 years ago
General
So after gething in the right mood i started to write a first Poem?Rap?
This is one of my litle projects where i put down in writhing what i live and what my work and friends live in there less happy moments so at the end theese will not haunt my mind during the whole year sins the first years that i started to do social working about 5 years ago =)
This is not by far something that is ment to be profetional and it is amateur beyond reason.
*Give feed back about what this makes you feal and think please =3*
You have been warn ; )
So here it is.
*Give feed back please =3*
This is one of my litle projects where i put down in writhing what i live and what my work and friends live in there less happy moments so at the end theese will not haunt my mind during the whole year sins the first years that i started to do social working about 5 years ago =)
This is not by far something that is ment to be profetional and it is amateur beyond reason.
*Give feed back about what this makes you feal and think please =3*
You have been warn ; )
So here it is.
THE MISSING
By:ZetsSomedays you miss him
Somedays its like nothing ever happend
Somedays it feals like he would walk via the front door
Somedays you wake up feeling like you are holding him but all you are holding are pillows or yourself
Somedays you feal him even if he is not there
Somedays Its like he is the most horible person in the world
Somedays you remember the sad moments
Somedays you remember the good moments
Somedays you wonder if he cares at all
Somedays you wonder if you should care at all
Somedays you just stay quiet and get lost in past memories
Somedays you wonder about how it could have end up diferently
Somedays you would just wish he would come back
Somedays you would just wish he would desepear
Somedays you would just like him to have never existed
Somedays you regret all what you said the other days
And
Someday....
All of this will end and the dust will setle down and you will see clearely and will move on.
But until that day there shall be many more days.
So be strong, my friend*Give feed back please =3*
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One day indeed Rudy =)
But all of them help us to grow up a bit at the time =)
But personally, I've always seen you as a fountain of infinite happiness :) I might even say you're one of the reasons I got into this fandom. I'd just love to see you happy again :)
I never was fully sad and neither fully happy.
I am happy in general but life is not only about being happy but being sad to so that happy moments can feal better.