Thanks for everyone's support. This will be brief since I'm dealing with some related house repair emergencies and getting some rest.

Since I had entered the time wrong in my phone calendar I missed my doctor appointment on the 5th so I rescheduled for the 17th. I had some fun on an outing with friends and I 'm doing a little better. I'm not crying all day but still a good bit, sleeping a lot, sad and easily get depressed or over-happy. Also the recent increase in Paxil now seems to be a possible cause of weakness, tremors and a few other new things. I'm having more nightmares that are really violent but they're also filled with really pretty images at the same time. Tomorrow I will decrease my dosage by one half of the recent increase, in anticipation of my likely going off the drug slowly under my doctors care.

Thanks again to everyone and I'll get back here more soon.