Well this year is hopefully one that will be bringing forth a lot of positive change in my life. Last year was one of the hardest years on me emotionally next to losing to dear beloved family members 2011 was horrible for me, it had ups & downs like anything does. Yet it's hard to describe in full detail the whole issues that happened, much of it was personal & I really am not going to discuss in real detail on it.

Suffice to say over the holidays things had been hectic & strained from the end of November through NYE, but what I can say is that with the NYE celebration I got a chance to really have a heart to heart with some friends whom I had strained relations with & I think that we had very cathartic discussions & could come heart to heart as it were to understand where things were coming from. Well I hope that things are on the mend, but I still reserve judgement yet remain hopeful & optimistic I have to sprinkle things with enough realism to understand that not everyone sees or works things the same way that I do... I hope that things will improve & be just as strong or stronger than before but who's to say...

In other news I'm in the process of organizing & cleaning on a new apartment I moved into yesterday, with the help of local movers I managed to get NEARLY everything I own in 1 go to the new area I'm living in which is closer to the DFW area mecca of furs. So hopefully will be able to enjoy spending time with more of my friends, yet am still centrally located enough to not be too worried about distance to meet/hang with folks in DFW.

I want to say thanks to my dear friends (you all know who you are) cause without you this year would've possibly been even worse for my own mental health, but you are all wonderful to be so kind & caring to deal with a frazzled ferret. Things since July have been definitely improving & hopefully a fully congealed ferret will be better & improved for all the hard knocks given throughout this year.