This.......sucks *crys*

We planned everything out. We started on time. We got shit done. We finished what we needed to. We even worked ahead. But then, just because the fur doesn't get here on time, we can't finish our heads. I have to wait till summer now. Fuck you amazon. Fuck you.

Not only that, but now I have to leave to go back to Arizona for another 3 and a half months of school. I won't get to see my best friend here until the summer. I already did that once and now I have to go and leave again. I feel so bad for going away and so depressed that I can't stay. Screw college I want to be a furry when I grow up. Why can't there be an awesome college in my town so I can stay with the people I love? I'm going to miss out on so many great cons that all my friends will be at. I'm only able to go to one this year! Come on! I hate this.

There aren't even any furries over there that I can hang out with. Sure they have a website, but I live over an hour away from where any of them get together and I don't have a car! I'm stuck, alone and friendless. Well, not totally friendless, but... okay, furryless, that make sense? I have only one furry friend I can actually talk to whenever I need and now she's gone again. -sigh- Why do I always cry after I leave and not just before? It makes things much harder when I have no one to say it's gonna be okay. Free hug to anyone who wants it. I need some friends v.v