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Day 2, 1/9/2012 7:00 PM
13 years ago
Okay, technically, it's the same day, but don't get too picky with me! Anyway, I won't lie, the day didn't start off that good. School was filled with simplicity and boredom. Atleast I was able to write down another good 3 pages of my novel today. I was also actually brought into the couselor today. Apparently one of my teachers thought my attitude was bad(in an upset way) and wanted me checked out. This sort of thing would probably drive me nuts...but let's just say, when the counselor has an Austrailian accent...it becomes more enjoyable. All we did...was essentialy answer about half of the questions that I answered in the same journal entry this morning.
Speaking of journals, I've decided to keep one in my grasp at school to help me remind myself of the day. Funny how different the two can become. Anyway, back to the day. It was still boring, until lunch. Apparently, as told from my friend, a few other people that's usually in our group of friends is having issues with a girl that dumped him days before, only to come back, and it's driving the friend nuts. Honestly, I can tell that those two could become trouble, because they are playing with love, something that really shouldn't be played with. I've even talked with the other friend(with the girl) and he said that he doesn't even truly know why he wanted a girlfriend. I can't tell him straight up, but hearing this sort of thing just makes me sick. He asked me once why I'd want one, only to turn it into a gay joke(he's still a good friend of mine though). I told him straight up, it's someone that you can relate to, to talk to, to get to know, and to do stuff with you wouldn't do with your normal friends. As much as I'd love to have a mate, I think it was a wise choice to wait until I see someone, and get to know someone that's willing to share interests. There are times I regret this choice of course, but then there are others that make me feel good that I'm not suffering what other guys in the area are, and not causing suffering to someone I'd be mismatched with.
Anywho, after lunch(I love baconburgers) came the rest of my classes...where I nearly nodded off in every single one. Government, Buisness, and a PBS video in English...zzz. I wanted to write more in English...but we had one of those subs that doesn't like any student(of course...I tend to have a way of changing a subs mind, mainly because I'm the only one that doesn't make a game out of suffering the substitute.)
I remember the journal I did this morning, and even though they are online friends, they are friends none the less, and I feel they're willing to help me out more than my in town friends, mainly because they actually know what I'm going through. Knowing they're there to nudge me, and help me when I need it, just makes me feel safe and comfertable. Of course, I still have butterflies, mainly because I fear I'll say something that'll make me seem egotistical, arrogant, or annoying, but it seems they're dying down a bit.
I was supposed to do a HOLIDAY!! concert tonight, but I decided to skip. First off, it's January, not December(of course the schedule changed after our band teacher got injured), second off, only one of the songs had anything to do with the holidays! I like playing my sexy-mo-phone(saxaphone), I've taught myself many songs. I just hate being restricted to the marches of Canada. Heh, boy I'd love to play Wily's theme for a concert, NOW THAT'D BE A SHOW!
Something came in the mail for me today, that I really need to start playing soon. I got that Persona 4 game, mainly out of curiosity, and the curiosity needs to be cured soon.
You know, I actually felt that these journals would just make me feel worse, because that's just how they felt at first, something reminded me of the negatives. But from all of the help I've been getting from my good friends, these might prove to be more of a good thing than a bad reminder. I guess it just all depends on the day. Either way...I'm just glad there's only about 4 months left of school...maybe even less.
So, time to play some games.
Pheen
Speaking of journals, I've decided to keep one in my grasp at school to help me remind myself of the day. Funny how different the two can become. Anyway, back to the day. It was still boring, until lunch. Apparently, as told from my friend, a few other people that's usually in our group of friends is having issues with a girl that dumped him days before, only to come back, and it's driving the friend nuts. Honestly, I can tell that those two could become trouble, because they are playing with love, something that really shouldn't be played with. I've even talked with the other friend(with the girl) and he said that he doesn't even truly know why he wanted a girlfriend. I can't tell him straight up, but hearing this sort of thing just makes me sick. He asked me once why I'd want one, only to turn it into a gay joke(he's still a good friend of mine though). I told him straight up, it's someone that you can relate to, to talk to, to get to know, and to do stuff with you wouldn't do with your normal friends. As much as I'd love to have a mate, I think it was a wise choice to wait until I see someone, and get to know someone that's willing to share interests. There are times I regret this choice of course, but then there are others that make me feel good that I'm not suffering what other guys in the area are, and not causing suffering to someone I'd be mismatched with.
Anywho, after lunch(I love baconburgers) came the rest of my classes...where I nearly nodded off in every single one. Government, Buisness, and a PBS video in English...zzz. I wanted to write more in English...but we had one of those subs that doesn't like any student(of course...I tend to have a way of changing a subs mind, mainly because I'm the only one that doesn't make a game out of suffering the substitute.)
I remember the journal I did this morning, and even though they are online friends, they are friends none the less, and I feel they're willing to help me out more than my in town friends, mainly because they actually know what I'm going through. Knowing they're there to nudge me, and help me when I need it, just makes me feel safe and comfertable. Of course, I still have butterflies, mainly because I fear I'll say something that'll make me seem egotistical, arrogant, or annoying, but it seems they're dying down a bit.
I was supposed to do a HOLIDAY!! concert tonight, but I decided to skip. First off, it's January, not December(of course the schedule changed after our band teacher got injured), second off, only one of the songs had anything to do with the holidays! I like playing my sexy-mo-phone(saxaphone), I've taught myself many songs. I just hate being restricted to the marches of Canada. Heh, boy I'd love to play Wily's theme for a concert, NOW THAT'D BE A SHOW!
Something came in the mail for me today, that I really need to start playing soon. I got that Persona 4 game, mainly out of curiosity, and the curiosity needs to be cured soon.
You know, I actually felt that these journals would just make me feel worse, because that's just how they felt at first, something reminded me of the negatives. But from all of the help I've been getting from my good friends, these might prove to be more of a good thing than a bad reminder. I guess it just all depends on the day. Either way...I'm just glad there's only about 4 months left of school...maybe even less.
So, time to play some games.
Pheen
