Ugh, I'm sick of this school, not knowing what TEAMwork is. I swear, being the outcast as it is makes things difficult, but being a misfit in a team that only knows each other...forget it. One class had us making some breakfast...and let me tell you, I did about 77% of the work...yet everyone else took the glory(and my seat). Is it wrong to ask for some kind of thank you? Then there's my other class that requires *cough cough* teamwork. I was placed in the group not upon my choice, and they planned everything out without me getting a say, and their plan either required me doing most of the work, doing nothing at all, or taking all of the negative blame. *exhale* I just, want a team that I can truly call a team.
Of course, the day didn't end with that. Apparently, my friends can't stop having problems left and right...and, am I a bad falcon if I don't want to be a part of it? I've helped them many times before...but it's getting ridiculous now. I'm one willing to help, just...it gets annoying when the same sort of problem seems to hit them...constantly. I mean, I like them and all, but it's kinda bad when they expect a weeks worth of help...when they hardly give me 5 minutes. Maybe it's my fault without the ability to say no or be in any form agressive. Either way, I feel I should move on before I start to go too far.
Through most of my classes, if I wasn't nearly falling asleep, I was writing more into my story(Which I really need to type up, I'm about three chapters behind on typing) and I got about another good 3 pages, and got to reintroduce one of my favorite characters.
I swear, the first moment I get, I'm out of this junk heap of a town. Again, I like my friends...but I know that half of whatever I say is just jibberish to them, so it'd be nice to get to meet others like me...it may help me break out of my shell.
Well, atleast work wasn't too bad tonight, pretty fast actually with only one show. Especially when there was another worker I started to strike conversations with since he was interested in my stories. He actually asked me why I don't just try and go straight to movies. It would be nice for everyone to see my sights...but I feel its good to start somewhere.
It may not have been totally bad today...but I know Thursday and after are going to be nightmares, so I better enjoy tommorow while I can...please make it(except for school) last.



Pheen