furry and me
14 years ago
I discovered furry near the end of 2010.
It was a good thing but also a bad thing
at the same time, it was good to actually
hang with new people, but this was out
weighed by how I let it into my lifestyle...
I let furry saturate my lifestyle too
quickly... my lazy attitude kicked in again,
letting myself pick furry meets over more
important uni things, which ultimately
lead me to a crap uni result. Then there
was the influences of odd fetishs and
obsessions with that, which left me
feeling more lonely as I had no one to
actually do these things with.
Now I'm sorta falling into pieces, it's a fucking pain, I enjoy the furry community and what it involves but at the same time I've let it ruin my life a bit with my obsessive
nature and my slight desire to be or even
feel noticed.
It was a good thing but also a bad thing
at the same time, it was good to actually
hang with new people, but this was out
weighed by how I let it into my lifestyle...
I let furry saturate my lifestyle too
quickly... my lazy attitude kicked in again,
letting myself pick furry meets over more
important uni things, which ultimately
lead me to a crap uni result. Then there
was the influences of odd fetishs and
obsessions with that, which left me
feeling more lonely as I had no one to
actually do these things with.
Now I'm sorta falling into pieces, it's a fucking pain, I enjoy the furry community and what it involves but at the same time I've let it ruin my life a bit with my obsessive
nature and my slight desire to be or even
feel noticed.
FA+

But yes, the meets happen more then ofen, you should have put Uni first, hun.
I'm not surprised things went the way they did, but I will be supportive for you.
It's amazing how those things still hurt though, even after knowing what could happen.
You know I'm here for you.
I don't think I am doing anything on the weekend, so feel free to come by. Means I'll get to start on your second tail.
I've noticed my mistakes so instead this year I'm searching for work and so better money and stuff.
I can come round on Saturday if that works