Just feel like shit. Good start off to the year and now it's slowly starting to get fucking worse and worse. No pain, no hate, no love, no remorse no nothing. Just fucking emptiness... A fucking black hole a swallowed up my pain, hate, love and remorse... Swallowed it up...never to be seen again.


"And the unamed feeling it comes alive and the unamed feeling takes me away."

"Get the fuck out of here, I just want to get the fuck away from me. I rage, I glaze, I hurt, I hate. I hate it all, why, why, why me? I cannot sleep with a head like this. I wanna cry, I wanna scream. I rage, I glaze, I hurt, I hate. I wanna hate it all away!" - The Unamed Feeling by Metallica.

Now I'm going to try and get some sleep in the little 3 and a half to 4 hours I have before I have to get up.

I don't care if I receive notes about what's wrong, I'll answer them anyway.