You know how they say history repeats itself?

I had realized a bit of some emotional history has been repeating itself for me... Feeling a lot of jealousy, envy, and resentment to those going to a con and being stuck here going to school... This was exactly how I felt when I was high school before going to my first con back in 2007... This rather pathetic of me to let myself slip or regress to who I was then... I should be who I was before my parents broke up; not as lazy and not depressed. But it's also hard not to when it has been a habit over the last 15 to maybe 16 years.

Sorry btw for the excessive posting over the last few days.