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FC Saturday
14 years ago
Saturday started out pretty good. I got up, went to breakfast at cDonalds with the roomies, and hit sycho donuts for some room snacks. Then it was back to the hotel. I got a good spot for the parade, and shot about 300 pix. Then went back to the room. et up with Arokh, whom have talked to online for years, and finally met in person. Things were going great. I even picked up a fantastic badge for Jabari made by an artist i nthe dealers room named "Caliosidhe." I went back to the room and decided that I needed to get abari into the photoshoot for some swet pix.
When I went to put on the suit, noticed a problem with the zipper that prevented me from wearing the suit. This really pissed me off. Then dinner plans had discussed with friends eariler never materialized, leaving me to eat alone once again. All I could do was think about how alone I felt, and how dependant on others have become. I feel so out of place here. do have friends here, but it seems am not a part of anyone's thoughts or plans here. I am the fat old weird guy to avoid in the hotel lobby.
I am angry, depressed, and wishing I had never come here, and its all my own fault.
When I went to put on the suit, noticed a problem with the zipper that prevented me from wearing the suit. This really pissed me off. Then dinner plans had discussed with friends eariler never materialized, leaving me to eat alone once again. All I could do was think about how alone I felt, and how dependant on others have become. I feel so out of place here. do have friends here, but it seems am not a part of anyone's thoughts or plans here. I am the fat old weird guy to avoid in the hotel lobby.
I am angry, depressed, and wishing I had never come here, and its all my own fault.
As a side activity, I also enjoy going to anime cons to fursuit. Even without participating in any of those con activities, if you find a group of furries, or in my case just one other furry who is my room mate, going to fursuit at anime cons is super fun. Furries are celebrities there and get so much love and attention. I've grown a bit bored of suiting at furry cons, sadly. It's just not as unique or exciting... it's too normal. There isn't enough variety of costumes at furry cons. Lol.
Anyway, I hope you enjoyed some of FC. I wasn't there, of course, but I can only hope that in the end it was worth it for you. Even if it wasn't, if you can ever find me at a con I'd be more then happy to ensure you'll have someone to eat dinner with. Such as furry fiesta even, if you happen to go to that find me. I'd be happy to have you come along to tokyo one with us friday night :)