This journal is mostly in response to having no real updates lately; plus try to see if anyone still pays attention to my page anyways.

Over the last part of the 2011 year and over the holidays it has been very hard for me. Besides dealing with all of the recent deaths one very close friend and a few others who I'd rather wish not to have seen go. I miss all of them and wish they were still with us.

Also the holidays are very depressing for me, don't want to get in depth about it, but get getting it off my chest.

Other than that, after my job up north screwed me over, I started working for my dad again and for another guy. Two bosses with two different priorities and needs has been causing me to run in circles.

Friend issues have been a big nag n my emotions too. I just hope this journal help explains a lot why, I haven't been around as much and let people know I am here, I care about you all and I am not avoiding you! :<

Well enough venting for now.