finally my Birthday is here, i can finally be 20 year old very soon, but still to young to enter a porn store or by booze. Side note. (i would never go into a porn store, because my DVD i found in the trash at work is all i need, plus it still works, thanks PS3, also booze makses you stupid and ruins your liver and your brain). i can't wait til my Birthday since it the only day of the year i actually give a ***K about. but it also to me, one more year til my death. i see my Birthday as something to be very happy about and very depressed about. a taste of good and evil if you would.

so my mother to make up for the my depression caused by many things is baking me a cake, which she always does anyway, even though i could bake my own cake although last time i did, it was so gross i tossed into the forest up the rode from me. also she is geting me my fav food, shrimp so am happy, my mother regerts she can't buy me gifts this year since she needs the money to move out, but am like it okay, the shrimp and the thought you wanted too is more then enough for me.

So happy 20th birthday darren gonzalez, you lucky bastard. wait was i talking to myself just now.??? also this day is very speical to me, since this year i will make the most improant birthday wish i ever made and this one i feel will actually come true for a change of pace. Please freaking draw me B-day pics or i will kill you........, nah i know nobody will do it, so i will take the burden myself, beside my mind is scattered, plus my chest will not stop buring.  moontree