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14 years ago
its been a long while sine ive been this stressed.
My job has poopy hours so far and i havent been getting much V.V although i did just start so i really cant complain....but i MAYBE get 120$ a week IF i get basic hours which is like 5 a day for 4 days :/ Imso used to my old job where i worked 8 hours a day for 5 days and did over time whenver required, getting 500+ every other week,so this job is stressing me out. My bank fucked me over and brought me negative somehow when i HAD 450 in the bank account to cover the loan, now not only is my bank drained my loan has a payment missed and i have a huge late fee. 120$ a week sure as hell aint covering that :/ also thers alot of stuff going on with kabbie and im stressed that i cant even help her and shes no where near me for me to help me take care of her. Im trying to find a way to make extra money but the only option i really have is to donate plasma/blood and no one will go with me or take me @a@ in afraid of needles so i have to have someone there with me so im not by myself and scared. i might have to get a second job, this job is nice and all but definatly doesnt pay as much as i need it too. My friend, mutt, wanted us to move out together but since we dont even have a gaurnteed pay how could we pay bills on time? how could we pay for food and gaurntee our home, we cant. so sadly we cant move out. And even if we did that doesnt leave me enough money to save up for me and phere to move out. Gooood.... ive havent been this stressed for a loooon long time....
My job has poopy hours so far and i havent been getting much V.V although i did just start so i really cant complain....but i MAYBE get 120$ a week IF i get basic hours which is like 5 a day for 4 days :/ Imso used to my old job where i worked 8 hours a day for 5 days and did over time whenver required, getting 500+ every other week,so this job is stressing me out. My bank fucked me over and brought me negative somehow when i HAD 450 in the bank account to cover the loan, now not only is my bank drained my loan has a payment missed and i have a huge late fee. 120$ a week sure as hell aint covering that :/ also thers alot of stuff going on with kabbie and im stressed that i cant even help her and shes no where near me for me to help me take care of her. Im trying to find a way to make extra money but the only option i really have is to donate plasma/blood and no one will go with me or take me @a@ in afraid of needles so i have to have someone there with me so im not by myself and scared. i might have to get a second job, this job is nice and all but definatly doesnt pay as much as i need it too. My friend, mutt, wanted us to move out together but since we dont even have a gaurnteed pay how could we pay bills on time? how could we pay for food and gaurntee our home, we cant. so sadly we cant move out. And even if we did that doesnt leave me enough money to save up for me and phere to move out. Gooood.... ive havent been this stressed for a loooon long time....
I'll slack on everything else though haha.
Just gotta buckle up, and stay strong for this bumpy ride. It will perk up very soon if you dont think about it too much. <3
I give you all the blesses and luck i have and keep us posted, k? Would like t kno how you are and such <:)
but try to get it another week. If things havent changed, then try to look for another job rather then a second, since working get ya tired faster then anything else. Try to get some rest, i heard somewhere that sleep helps with teh stress alot more then anything.
If all else fails, poke you mom about the job position in prison, but bargain with her somehow.