I haven't heard from him in a long time, I haven't felt his mind or his presence within myself in a long time.... hell, a year or more, at least.

I have been fearing, lately, that he truly might be dead. That somewhere in space and time he has finally fallen. I know that he almost literally cannot die, but he can be -killed- and he can voluntarily end his own life (this latter scenario is very unlikely, as he is very much like me in some regard).

If he, at some point, left his home planet, theoretically that would make it easier to have a mental connection with him (as the planet physically dampens psionic energy in organisms), but it's like he's completely disappeared from me.

I fear, even more, that he has been contacted by one of the Aeona, and she told him I exist, of who I am and how I basically created him. I can understand how it would upset him.

If he's dead, I will be sad.