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im going insane
14 years ago
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i cant find something to do to keep me accupied!!!!
i work all week and have the weekend off and what do i do? i lose my mind... i dont know.... its just alot of drama going on around me here and when you have to pay for other people's stuff... its angering... but i guess this is just a vent journal. i dont have any friends where i moved too... i cant find stuff to do becides videogames and i have a nice library of games but only end up playing FNV so what... i feel like im slipping away... i guess it could be the dreary weather bringing me down or the simple fact that i live in a basement with no sun during the weekends... i just get so wound up it hurts.. sometimes i just feel like curling up into a ball and dissapearing now and again... instead of worrying about whats gonna happen next i'd like things to be normal but i dont know what normal would be. its like im bipolar or something one single word or phrase can ruin my day i'll try to laugh it off but it ends up only me worrying about it later and i cant do a single thing about it...
but i digress..... this journal was typed not out of hate or rage or really any bad emotion... its just something that i felt needed to be said somewhere. i pretty much just closed my eyes and typed this and now... i do feel better about it....
Mithane Craft/ Mike Castle
one in the same... two alternate persona's all shadowing my self
but thats just the mask the real face some of you already know... others just know mithane... now today so i dont go postal anymore than i already have i would like to atleast note every single one of my watchers to request a roleplay... that is something i'd like to do... so that i can get to know the people who are watching... and ive noaticed im getting around to 100 watchers! yay!
I need a light.... a light shining in the darkness.... sorry FNV is on my mind....
But if you can sort out through this brain clot of a journal i'd like you to comment and note me.
ITS OFFICIAL..... DUE TO SOME HELP FROM A FRIEND ALL MY PROBLEMS ARE HAPPENING BECAUSE IM HOMESICK!
i work all week and have the weekend off and what do i do? i lose my mind... i dont know.... its just alot of drama going on around me here and when you have to pay for other people's stuff... its angering... but i guess this is just a vent journal. i dont have any friends where i moved too... i cant find stuff to do becides videogames and i have a nice library of games but only end up playing FNV so what... i feel like im slipping away... i guess it could be the dreary weather bringing me down or the simple fact that i live in a basement with no sun during the weekends... i just get so wound up it hurts.. sometimes i just feel like curling up into a ball and dissapearing now and again... instead of worrying about whats gonna happen next i'd like things to be normal but i dont know what normal would be. its like im bipolar or something one single word or phrase can ruin my day i'll try to laugh it off but it ends up only me worrying about it later and i cant do a single thing about it...
but i digress..... this journal was typed not out of hate or rage or really any bad emotion... its just something that i felt needed to be said somewhere. i pretty much just closed my eyes and typed this and now... i do feel better about it....
Mithane Craft/ Mike Castle
one in the same... two alternate persona's all shadowing my self
but thats just the mask the real face some of you already know... others just know mithane... now today so i dont go postal anymore than i already have i would like to atleast note every single one of my watchers to request a roleplay... that is something i'd like to do... so that i can get to know the people who are watching... and ive noaticed im getting around to 100 watchers! yay!
I need a light.... a light shining in the darkness.... sorry FNV is on my mind....
But if you can sort out through this brain clot of a journal i'd like you to comment and note me.
ITS OFFICIAL..... DUE TO SOME HELP FROM A FRIEND ALL MY PROBLEMS ARE HAPPENING BECAUSE IM HOMESICK!
Standby: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7264946
Flight: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7264963/