Hey guys!

of course i'm not dead.. but instead.. i was so busy.. that all i could do was looking up to FA here and there.. to give an example.. my count on posted submissions on my watched ppl is (i hope you sit) "13464" submissions... and i don't want to mention the journals XD

but anyway.. what happend to me?
that's easy to say... i was busy with gettin my life straight... and in the last 2-3 month i was busy with searching for a new apartment.. and yes.. i found one.. and i'm finally there.. some thing still are in need to be finished.. but all in all it's done.. now i have the privacy i needed..

okay.. there are two things that are making me crazy.. FIRST: i degraded from an 25mbit to a 6mbit internet line.. and SECOND: (and it's happening right now.. ...again..) above me.. there lives a family with a 3 year old and the second child is coming her way.. so the 3 year old one.. is running like a beast from room to room.. or whatever.. but i can hear every step he makes.. :( .. okay.. in one month.. i will hear the screams from the newborn.. every night.. XD .. but i can live with that!

that's to be said.. i'm back.. and will get back to my (new) tablet.. and will improve my art.. little by little..
i will try to put up as many of my scribbles as i can.. so you can see that i actually do something.. and i will upload everything.. even if i hate it so much that i wish i could delete it right away! And you know what? .. i do this .. because... for me a new life has started! .. i will draw.. i will do more sport activities to shape myself up.. (and loose the weight that makes me fat XD) i try everything i can to make myself feel better.. physically and mentally. And maybe.. someday i even can get the chance to live my life with a person by my side who understands me! .. but this is another story.. (some day.. if i come across the fated one)

in the end.. i hope you will support me in my new way of doing things...

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froschtier